that's the odd thing, i've experienced nothing and still am not, not even any bad dreams...

quite the contrary...recently i was hired on at a movie store as a manager in training, paid two dollas an hour more than other people employed there and my father in law is selling his trucks, keeping the one in our name, until he can trasfer it into his releasing about eighty thousand dollars of credit, while working for a loan company and getting us a loan to purchase a house taking only five percent rather than the usual ten, to get us a good rate on an adequate amount...and the frosting on the cake?

I found the most perfect group of like minded christians..they have service in a book/coffee shop, with excellent coffee on couches, most of it's singing and praising the Lord, a sandwich lunch afterwards,  they have all night prayer parties on wednesdays, dinner and bible study on sundays and frequent family outings in the park, including the occasional hike to lodgepole and pray over the entire city!

Gd is good..

even my husband will walk in from a good bout of finding what he needed proclaiming "I love Gd..."

He's always been good to me, it just took me several decades and meeting some amazing people to realize it.