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luminar
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« on: April 16, 2007, 07:45:46 AM »

i would like to hear how my werewolf bretheren have adapted to their human counterparts and exist in peace with them while still maintaining your wolf side intact.
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« Reply #1 on: April 24, 2007, 06:38:37 PM »

It's pretty hard, though  speaking for myself only. Moving around on your feet, without making a big scene to the "humans" as you like to call them can be a b****...

And, well.. act as a human to blend in? Isn't that hard for me at least.

I go usually out at nights for those nice runs to keep myself in shape and well.. kind off a lame description but go outside and "play".

Otherwise, i just try to ignore them, act normal and control my temper.. If only i could do that.. some people just really piss me off, i am really sorry brothers but **** it i have shown my beasts side in front of a human and let him live to tell about it.. though i am not sure he will be telling his story soon, he was scared s**tless.. poor guy... And no need to worry, i live in the middle of nowhere. What is the worst that could happen?

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« Reply #2 on: May 11, 2007, 08:31:56 AM »

thanks for replying i thought noone would for awhile. it seems like you handle it pretty well but what i meant was how do you deal with your anger and violent tendencys without getting in law trouble. that's  my problem i litteraly have to completely change myself into a submissive personality otherwise i might hurt someone. im really starting to think about hunting for "prey" at school that i know i can beat in a fight just to prove myself jimmy hopkins style. guns noone realizes my true potential even though my performance in gym class is right next to superhuman at times. this is the kind of stuff im talking about.
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« Reply #3 on: May 11, 2007, 10:25:00 AM »

How i deal with my anger, hmm... I don't. and getting into law trouble, well i just try to keep it all to myself.. I see a kid on a bike, i do want to jump at him and rip him to shreds, but i don't ... i want to, but i just don't do it..I do go out at night though, wandering the dark and empty streets.. gets kinda lonely here on this island..

But staying away and avoiding trouble, playing along with what some call rules.. Yeah, that has probably gotten me through a lot of issues i have with the "system".

As of late, i have stayed away from any kind of energy drinks, coffee or just anything that might increase you're "energy" sort to speak, it has at least decreased my anger level by 5%.. hehe you might want to consider that.

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« Reply #4 on: May 11, 2007, 02:15:24 PM »

While I am not a Were; I am a vampire, and I do feel the Rage in a similar, though perhaps more disquieting way. For me, the only thing that has worked thus far is fantasy and dissociation. I fantasize about what I would so love to do to the victim and then dissociate myself from the fantasy self. It's akin to vicarious experience, and almost enjoyable. Though during times when I am stressed it almost fails to work, as at those times the rage is nearly overwhelming. This, and I've noticed that as I grow older it is easier to control my outbursts as well. Hope this helps you folks.
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« Reply #5 on: May 31, 2007, 09:04:39 AM »

I know about being angry. I grew up in a family with three alcoholics. I was very angry. I got angrier at college when they put me in a dorm full of alcoholics and drug addicts. Eventually, I found a way to be transferred to a non-smoking, quiet hours dorm. Problem solved, right? Wrong, I was still angry, but everyone there was nice to me. So I had no one I could fight with. I saw a post for Martial Arts classes. I observed different types and went for the one with the most control. 3 hours a night, 3 nights a week. It was exhausting, exciting, and exillerating. And superhuman is normal there. Plus I could be nice to people who were nice to me and intimidate those that weren't outside of class. I found balance. This may not be your path or your way, but it worked for me.
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« Reply #6 on: June 01, 2007, 04:07:08 AM »

How do I exist? well it's just a matter of blending in but it's still kind of hard because humans don't accept us just like that. As for me, well . . I was accepted by my family for who I am but there still a little jumpy because there not used to my lycan powers. It's a good thing though that we live at the end of the earth where no one will know of me bat
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« Reply #7 on: June 05, 2007, 01:25:21 AM »

I don't know where anger came in... but my own experience is just to work it out.... test the waters and see where it takes me.

Few know of me as my lycan self, only one human truly knows about me and that would be my closest friend.  I've never had a mate to actually tell my deepest secret to, yet I have met a so called 'shaman'... that I ended up hating in the end anyway because he was a selfish.... well... many things.  I just try to blend in and keep my mortal human life seperate from my wolf side... even though it itches to get out all the time... that is where I try to find kindness in my dragon friend.  It really helps to have another of us to talk to, otherwise I would go nuts... I go out for occational runs and must go to the wilderness for a hike or stay at least once a month....
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« Reply #8 on: June 05, 2007, 05:58:49 AM »

really kuro . . . . it's good that you have friends who accept your wolf side . . . . actually kuro your very lucky coz you have friends who accept and support you for who you are
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« Reply #9 on: June 05, 2007, 06:33:00 PM »

I am quite lucky to have them, thank you Vince, but it is equally hard to try and have them understand... my best friend, human though she may be and knowing of what I am, still does not have the patience to try to know me fully.... Basically she doesn't believe and thinks me... well.. partically crazy... without my outbursts, she would think of it even more far fetched then what she does now... unfortunately I don't know how to make her understand, nor is she really interested in doing so...
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« Reply #10 on: June 11, 2007, 12:22:15 PM »

I have some trouble blending with the human world. I always have to hold back from chasing random animals or people down. Anger wise I just hold it in until im playing some sport then, BOOM, I explode(with an extreme boost of energy that is) Other wise I spend as much time as I can outside at night.
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« Reply #11 on: June 12, 2007, 07:23:50 AM »

your right kuro . . . you are lucky to have them but, based on what you said, you can't expect them to understand you for who you really are. assuming that your best friend is human, she does not know anything about the paranormal nor does she have the patience to understand you and she also does not believe in the paranormal, she will really think that you are crazy.

look, as you've said, if you don't know how to make her understand, my advise to you is that you keep your lycan side to yourself coz if you try to make her understand, she will go on believing that you are crazy. don't get me wrong but at least that's what i think of your post.

well, gotta go . . . i know you'll do the right thing  grin
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« Reply #12 on: June 12, 2007, 07:39:19 AM »

loup-garou soul . . .

actually, i'm no different from you. up to now i still have sudden bursts to chase the stray dogs in our place. the same goes to people. sometimes, i even have sudden bursts to rip other people to shreds. anyway, to control my "sudden bursts", i've decided to find more about myself and at the same time to control my lycan side. nowadays, when i have another "sudden bursts", i just simply go back inside my house or, as you said in your post, only come out at night.

my advise to you is that you control your lycan side before it controls you. if that happens, there's no telling what you can do nor what would happen.
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« Reply #13 on: April 29, 2008, 02:04:34 PM »

I have a similar rage and when I was a teenager it was totally out of control. Once I was so mad I flipped my moms car on its side then had to tell her I side swiped a fence lol. After all who would believe I flipped a freakin car? Granted it was quite a small car and I have since lost much of my insane strength the older I get and since I decided to keep myself from drinking blood (I am a vamp), but some of it still remains. I have learned through many disasterous events how to control it and actually use it to my advantage. I can't imagine how you lycos' control it I have some Were friends and I have seen their destructive power and it astounds me. One of them actually came after me once when we were drunk and let me just say I never want to experience that again! I have pics of the big guy on my myspace, he's a real beast! Lol. Fighting next to him is exhilarating! We both took on 5 guys each once, I felt sorry for his victims. But those days are long gone. I have taken a quieter life and settled down. He has sinced moved away and I haven't seen him in awhile.
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« Reply #14 on: April 30, 2008, 12:39:25 AM »

So, would it be safe to assume that each and everyone one of you considers the human component of his ''soul'' to be negligible at best? Does the ''wolf ''  dominate your mind? I'm just interested in understanding the extent to which the therian sub-culture considers itself to be human.
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