yeah most people dont realise their are beings in this world beyond them. they assume their the only smart ones.

At the age of nine my hair started growing extremely fast and all my teeth started to get sharper. I was born with it.

My story, eh? You ask for my story but be warned.... tis a long one. I shall try to shorten it to save you some trouble.

I had just turned thirteen, young, I know. I was sitting on the balcony with my nerves in a knot. For one, we were on vacation in Tennesse when it was really hot. I hate the heat. And two it was at the crappiest hotel in pigieon forge. The thing was small, and the pool was slimey. The air conditioner didn't work right and there was wierd things in the bathroom that were unidentifiable. So anyways, back to the sitting part. I was so mad and so hot. Sweat poured down my forehead like a white water rapid and soaked my t-shirt. I knew I looked terrible but I didn't care. I wasn't trying to impress anyone. I watched my little bro splash in the pool while my parents went to eat. And that is when I saw them.

They didn't look like much. Kinda short and skinny. They jumped into the pool and swam around. Their eyes glowed a yellow green and ones hair was brown, the others blonde. the older looking one checked me out and of course I did the same, he was hot. I went tense as he moved closer. His slick, sinewy body gliding through the water. He propped his head on the side of the pool and smiled up at me.

In just a matter of hours, I found myself pressed up against him. Our mouths locked together as we closed and locked the door to my hotel room. I felt sharpness every now and then as our mouths moved but ignored it. His grip grew tight around me. It was a delicate tightness, a soothing tightness. I was melted into him as we laid on the bed and the lights went off completely. I don't remember too much right after that. It happened so fast.

I do remember the banging on the door and my parents yelling at me for not watching my brother. The Lycan dressed and helped my stunned self return my clothing as well. I loved him and could feel the same emotion in him. He looked sadly into my eyes and howled. He told me that he would try to see me again in the future but that we had to part then. I kissed him one last time and felt the surge of energy flow from him. Fatser than lightning, he flew out of the back door to the room and I opened the door for my parents. They scolded me about my brother but I didn't hear them. What I heard was pain. I saw pain. I felt pain. For three dyas I was in pain. My parents took me to the doctor but they couldn't find anything. They put me on pain meds but thay didn't help.

After the pain stopped I was okay. But I felt different. More wild. More stubborn. My parents set me off and I flew into the woods behind our house. That is when I discovered what I had become. I am a loner in my area, which is sad. But I am glad to meet others. I still howl at the moon and wait for the one who changed me. I know he is out there and I will wait, even if it is forever.

i haven't been completely honest with this thread.

my feelings as a wolf right now are real. so real that i could sense something coming on before it actually happens. it's just that i think i rather suppressed the wolf in me. i mean, i was born and raised as a human but it was only recently that i began feeling like this. i found out when i was 16 so just think. my wolf side was trapped in me for more  than 16 years and when i tried letting it out, well, let's just say that i didn't like what i felt. i felt like i was all caged up and wanted to barge out of my house. hell, i almost tore up our living room, if only i didn't threw myself out of the shift.

right now, i only let out its instincts and the wolfish character within me but other than that nothing, just so i could remain in control of it. i don't know. i have many reasons as to why i didn't let it out other than the one i gave earlier. first is probably where i live. i don't know. maybe i'm just domesticating myself with what i'm doing now.

either way, whether domesticated or wild, i stick to this. i'm no one's dog and i always go out on my own

so there......thanks for listening

Actually, "awere" is the term they use for it.  There's even a board called "Awereness Forums".
As for my awakening... it was when I started to hit puberty that it came out (yeah, everyone everywhere says that)...  I think it was always growing inside of me, but it didn't really affect me until around the age of 14...  after that, it's a long, ongoing process that may never end of learning and growing.

Yes you did say something like that , Vince. Domesticated is tame. You mentioned domesticating yourself hence taming yourself.

I am not an Alpha...... yet. I am a loner until excepted as the female Alpha. Wolf rules.... I would rather rebel than be chained by them. 

uhm..okay, then i stand corrected.

oh and lily, i'm not raz...