thanks vince!!! your a cool guy!!! i better jet its feeding time!! lol gonna go find a rabbit lol

Spade - Am I going to have to follow your childish, immature a$$ all around this Forum to keep you from showing off your stupidity and ignorance? If you can't at least be civil in your dissent then muster up your cowardice and leave. This community does not have room in it for ignorant malcontents who suffer from an envy they cannot possibly satisfy.

Go find a tall bridge and jump off of it. Or better yet - go play in traffic; on the Autobahn.

spade your pretty brave talkin to the head master like that you insignificant prick!!! and no i'm not psycho you idiot!!!! why do you keep bein rude? why do you think its ok to ridicule us? why can't you be nice for once in your life?

spade, what the hell are you exactly doing here? what is it that you really want from here?

W00t! Even if you don't believe, don't rag on others ok? and why havent you joined the other fun stuff here man?

pal, good luck explaining this to the admins and when i say admins, i mean moloch....

*screams like a little girl*   

maybe i have more to share from my dark side...

yesterday,  things didn't go as planned. just when i woke up, my mom sent me to an errand so i sent a message to my group in school, telling them that i'll be late. after the errand, i found out that my sis brought my USB at school and i badly needed it. what's worse is that i told her clearly the last night that i'll be bringing it coz i need it the next day and yet, she still brought it with her so i went to her school and after signing in, i saw her and well i don't know what came over me. i just marched to her, grabbed the USB and i shouted at her angrily in front of her class. after that, i stormed out and went to school. when i got there, i found out that they already left without me to work on our project. hell, i sent a message and they didn't heed it!! so i called out group leader and asked directions to her place. when i got  there, i felt again that feeling that came over me when i shouted at my sis. i just threw my bag at them and shouted and ranted at them, demanding an explanation as to why they left me behind even though i sent a message that i'll be late.

after that, they confronted me and told me how i was making myself an asshole in front of them. after that, when i got home, my mom or who i refer to as my alpha female gave me a reprimand as to why i humiliated my sis like that and at that, i just realized what i did so i just sulked there the entire evening feeling guilty over what i did and angry at myself as to why i did those.

i don't  know. maybe it's my therianthropy taking over and i noticed that i accidentally shift whenever i'm in an extreme state of emotion, say in my situation anger. i admit, i have anger issues and i dont' control it at times. mind you, i almost killed someone during my elementary days. now, my sis hates me and my mom reprimands me in an "in your face" manner and i still feel guilty. i'm also worried as to what will i give my sis for a peace offering. i really don't know. maybe i just don't know how to control my therianthropy so now it's taking over me. whatever it is, i don't really know.

i feel like a lone wolf just thrown out of my pack unless i find some way to redeem myself.