Did u ever choose to become what u r? A vampire, a witch, a seer, a werewolf etc... Is it really a curse or a blessing? Ibelive that what I am is both a blessing but also a curse.  What do u think?

personally i never chose, it chose me and i just cope.

it's never as simple as a blesssing and a curse there's always a flip side, even if you haven't experianced it yet

xXx

you're not a loser.......you're socially challenged!!

sounds a bit better 

xXx

I am what I am. Choice is a luxurious pipe-dream which can only be afforded by those ignorant of the nature of the world around them. Things happen, we happen; and the world moves on with or without us.

  My condition comes from a bit of a different source than most others.  Part of it is a genetic mutation handed down through my bloodline from some ancient source and part of it is a result of my delving into dark and dangerous rituals many years ago. For my size, which I am not a very large man, I have the strength almost 3 times what it should be, I also have psychic abilities that I am only recently discovering, and then there is the feeding...both physical and psychic feedings are required to sate me. I can see and feel thing others cannot and exert my influences over others easily most of the time. I have dreams of prowling at night and hunting and more than once I have awoken sore and found some blood on me. I don't think I have resorted to hunting people and have no plans to.  I don't see it as a curse and I actually enjoy it. I was not given much of a choice, but as for right now I wouldn't give it up. I am continually changing and discovering new things so we will see what the future has in store for me.

I had to accept my spiritual bond with my twin soul. Which in fact was of a wolf and then was merged with me. Like mixing 2 drinks together.

Etc etc the story goes on. And then it all came clear and now i am what i am.

Now the way i was before the merge... it was pretty much hell.. I could bring out the worst in me without control and well.. it was just bad.
Today its balanced, controlled but not though as intense..
but having a sense of things and a right mind i can do so much more then being a brainless mutt. Still got anger issues though, haha.
But they are ... "controlled" at most times hahaha...


Omni.

If you give us a little more info, maybe we can help you figurethings out. 

i had to accept throughout my life that i was differnet but low and behold i realize my elven ancestry manifests it's self highly in me id never want to live without it but i wish i could have known before.