How Did You Find Your Way Here?

[Zak Roy Yoballa]

Hi Nevtes,

I hope you enjoy the site, keep your hands and feet inside the car at all times!

ZRY

[Nevtes]

Hello ZRY

                 Hahaha... a VERY good advice indeed... I  intend to do just that, but curiosity tends to get the better of me at times hahaha...

-:Nevtes:-

[Moloch]

I found this site through research for my books. I ran into a topic while writing late one night that I realized I didn't know as much as I should so I went looking. Talk about amazing! Fortunately for me I know I don't know everything. As for Demonology, I'm just naturally drawn to what other people aren't. For me there's nothing more beautiful in nature than a black and stormy night. I love walking around in the woods during those. The things that frighten others tend to be fun for me. Spiritually I have never been drawn to Christianity, and still am not. I belong to it now because I owe my life to God. Someday perhaps I'll tell you all the story. For now though I immerse myself in the darkness, like a warm blanket I smother myself in it.

SoM

[Morticia]

For me there's nothing more beautiful in nature than a black and stormy night. I love walking around in the woods during those. The things that frighten others tend to be fun for me. Spiritually I have never been drawn to Christianity, and still am not. I belong to it now because I owe my life to God. Someday perhaps I'll tell you all the story. For now though I immerse myself in the darkness, like a warm blanket I smother myself in it.

SoM

A-yup, 'fraid you are drawn to Christianity - I hate to burst your bubble.     Nature is beautiful, as is a black, stormy night.  God gives us all of this.

So many things you say that you like, but are not into Christianity, really ARE of God.  You don't see it yet, but you will.

To be quite honest, when I was reading your posts yesterday I was extremely interested, but almost to the point I was frightened by you.  That seldom happens to me over the internet.

However, the things I've read from you today have served to increase my awareness of your sincerity.  You are just getting started my friend, in knowing the TRUE GOD.  Not the one the church people made you sick of all your life.  But the real one, who only wants a relationship with YOU.

~Morticia

[Moloch]

I will second that Morticia. It took a while and hitting rock bottom very hard a few times but I'm learning. I also want to say it was never my intent to scare any of you. That took a lot of strength and honesty to admit it publicly, you have my undying respect for that. I just simply know only one way to be - me. I revel in my own complexities (narcissistic complex?) and my own dark fantasies ( I use these in my literature). The way I see it if you can't even enjoy being in your own skin, why bother?

SoM

[Morticia]

I will second that Morticia. It took a while and hitting rock bottom very hard a few times but I'm learning. I also want to say it was never my intent to scare any of you. That took a lot of strength and honesty to admit it publicly, you have my undying respect for that. I just simply know only one way to be - me. I revel in my own complexities (narcissistic complex?) and my own dark fantasies ( I use these in my literature). The way I see it if you can't even enjoy being in your own skin, why bother?

SoM

You certainly didn't do anything on purpose that bothered me.  And this doesn't happen to me often, to 'pick up' something about someone over a computer screen, but it has happened occasionally.

I sense total sincerity from you and I like that. 

~Morticia

[Moloch]

I usually have to choose to be open with people. Most times I hide behind one mask or another because I tend to be a corruptive influence with people, all that negative energy I guess.  However I have yet to pick up on anything that would give me pause amongst any of you. You've all proven to be very unique, original, and special. All of which in the best possible ways of course. It's a rare thing indeed on the internet to find a group of decent people and then there are usually a small proportion that are not so good. This site has so far not had a single person I didn't at least respect, and I like everyone so far.

SoM

[demon.hunter]

Pretty simple for me, actually, i hunt demons. (hints the name.) and demonology is what i have dedicated my life to; being a soldier in God's army.  so this is where i find myself more confortable.

[tubbs_333]

Personaly i was in search of some truth behind any religion. Trying to put it all in perspective howerver having looked at the darker things then begining to see things and have various experiences it pushed me towards searching for a place to come and talk about it all...

Monstrous seemed like the best place to do it

I am beginning to look at things in a new light and its helped me put at least some peices of a bigger puzzle together.

[M Sidhe]

Pretty simple for me, actually, i hunt demons. (hints the name.) and demonology is what i have dedicated my life to; being a soldier in God's army.  so this is where i find myself more confortable.

How did you become one, did you just wake up one day and say 'Hey! I'm going to be a demon hunter!"?

[demon.hunter]

How did you become one, did you just wake up one day and say 'Hey! I'm going to be a demon hunter!"?

Heres the story, if you have a problem with and want to campain about it being unreal, dont even bother saying anything, because i wont bother to answer.

A elderly priest (may he rest in peace) in a small town i used to live in took it upon himself to train me when i was very young.
Unfortunatly, he was killed; brutally eaten alive by demons while i was still in training, and i have made it my purpose in life and after life to kill all demons i come across.
thats the short version, sinse i really dont feel like sitting here for a hour, typing. hope this answers your question, M.

[Nina]

I must admit it sounds great for movie... or...was it already made?  You must forgive my sarcasm, but I never met a demon hunter before, only in my goth books and movies... sooo, they really ate him? That must have been something!!! 

[demon.hunter]

I must say, i don not apprichiate you joking on this matter. This is my life whether you think its entrataining or not. He was my master and I had to watch him die. Ha, ha. Hillarius, ist it?

[Nina]

you can have your life as you want it, my right is to believe it or not. For someone who hunts demons, you should know that ussually demon hunters never tell that kind of thing to anybody unless that somebody has pledged an oath or something, and you should also know very well that people saw that only in horror movies and read in books, so, I dont apreciate your way of thinking that all should trust what you say.

Or maybe its just some demon talking trough me?   

[demon.hunter]

Whatever. I honestly dont care anymore. I will not put any more effort into explaining anything to people who just down right dont believe me. So; if you do believe me; great. if you dont; great.
I didn to come on monsrous to be questioned. So if you have any doubts about my true identity, ask as many questions as you will, but know i will not take the time to answer them. I am who i say i am, and if you dont like it, take it up with someone else.
And thats that.