let me try to help, if I can.
The moon afects us all, some slightly, they dont even notice it, then others more profoundly,
one thery is that the human body is made primarily af water, so the moon afects us same as it dose the tide. I dont know if thats true or not, but I read it somewhere and it makes sence to me.
I will give the others a chance to speak if they wish, if not I will be back, we as people tend to wory about things we do not understand, I myself have a strong totem, which hapens to be a wolf, I even feel more at home amoung wolfs than people, sometimes,.... or anything K9.
Im just trying to say that its ok to be diferent, hell I prefer it,
welcome to Monstrous, I hope other members will help with your problem.